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My Crazy Mind: divorce
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. I want my name. I want my life. I want my freedom. I want the right to make my choices. I can't have anything until the divorce is final. Not really anyways. I want it done. I don't want to be with him as a wife ever. The more I'm apart, the more this is solidified. The more I know this the more I want to be done already. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A mother, lover of the arts, Cherokee and Blackfoot, an SCA enthusiast. View my complete profile.
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My Crazy Mind: March 2009
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. Last night I henna'ed my belly. I went to get her this morning with my shirt on. She saw the henna right away. "Mama! You draw on yourself? Yes, mama drew on herself, it's Henna. "Mama, you henna the baby? I said Josie doesn't have henna. "hmmm, maybe daddy has Josie's henna". Today she also asked while pointing to a stretch mark, "Mama, you cut yourself? Curt doesn't even want to see or cut it himself sputtered, uhm what? I love you baby brother! We make up stories an...
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My Crazy Mind: Me
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. Wow has been a while since I posted. I need to come back for a more detailed update. Right now though worked out a bunch so far today. I think i'll do some Yoga before bed. Though I've discovered since having my second child working out doing jumping or running type things are not my friend. Lovely. See what kids does to your body. Growl. I have an idea for a painting in the bedroom too! June 19, 2010 at 10:27 PM. Reading this again. :) Im ready for that update! Rambli...
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My Crazy Mind: Chili
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. Saw some of the people he was accuainted with at his old job. One guy we sat next to and said he said how wrong it was how getting rid of him went down. He also offered to get his resume out there to any place he could think of. So that was good at least. So he is trying again and didn't listen to what I said yesterday about wanting to leave. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A mother, lover of the arts, Cherokee and Blackfoot, an SCA enthusiast. No Chili for yoU!
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My Crazy Mind: November 2009
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. One more time - i must be stupid. Mostly that came from his words last night. We sat down and talked. He said it's not fair he leaves a mess and if he did end up dying it'd be myself, and the kids who have to pick up after him in the end. He sees that now. On one hand I so so want to believe him. I want him to change so badly. I want this to be for real and want to have a whole family. I can't live like that. So now I'm supposed to decide. Trust him (ha - that'...I've ...
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My Crazy Mind: September 2009
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. Lost and confused, in a way, but not really. I keep thinking about what I talked to with a medium about. I have no doubt, she is the real deal as far as mediumship goes. She attended and taught a class this weekend at the event I was running witht the rest of my group in the SCA. And she replied she would distance herself from them best she could. To which I sighed a bit heavy sigh. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Ramblings from an earthmama.
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My Crazy Mind: June 2010
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. Wow has been a while since I posted. I need to come back for a more detailed update. Right now though worked out a bunch so far today. I think i'll do some Yoga before bed. Though I've discovered since having my second child working out doing jumping or running type things are not my friend. Lovely. See what kids does to your body. Growl. I have an idea for a painting in the bedroom too! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Ramblings from an earthmama.
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My Crazy Mind: October 2009
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. Stupid fucking asshole, stupid fucking asshole. So tonight's the next town over's T&Ting. We have gone since for the past 2 years. We go to the mall where it's indoors, enclosed so we get at least one place without the problem of weather. So dh and dd get into it yet again. aka dd is 3, dh is 31. dh talks to dd lke she's 31 and surprise surprise she doesn't fucking get it! So he makes the whole family suffer due to him. What as I supposed to do? So she dressed herself ...
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My Crazy Mind: February 2010
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Glimple into my mind at the moment. Saw some of the people he was accuainted with at his old job. One guy we sat next to and said he said how wrong it was how getting rid of him went down. He also offered to get his resume out there to any place he could think of. So that was good at least. So he is trying again and didn't listen to what I said yesterday about wanting to leave. Are you kidding me? Before he started talking about that I said I didn't want to be together. He doesn't want that but didn'...
