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Rainy Day Ramblings: Three A.M., We Meet Again (ok, so it’s 3:48 EST)
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Three am, We Meet Again (ok, so it’s 3:48 EST). A few months back I discovered that they have the old episodes online and I spent like most of 2 or 3 days on the sofa watching the entire first and second season (which is all that was up at the time), and finally… after much waiting, season 3 was finally posted on Sunday! So, around 11:30 I guess, I started watching that, David went to bed around midnight, and I continued watching videos. I’ve taken my meds tonight, and I’m just NOT tired. I no longer pos...
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Rainy Day Ramblings: I Got Electric Eyes and I Can Get You High
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I Got Electric Eyes and I Can Get You High. I don’t care if it hurts,. I wanna have control. I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice. When I’m not around. You’re so fuckin’ special. I wish I was special. But I’m a creep. I’m a weirdo. What the hell am I doin’ here? I don’t belong here. To be followed up with. It Ends Tonight by The All-American Rejects. [I'm thinking maybe it just means that music lyrics mean more in the middle of the night when you're in a certain mood]. All t...
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Rainy Day Ramblings: 2009-12-06
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What the HELL was I thinking? O, right. I wasn’t thinking. Possibly for a few days. I really don’t remember. I have like 4 weeks worth of medication holders (like the week ones) And my last one had finished on Saturday (Saturday’s medicine was still in it) and hadn’t been refilled. I have had a really bad couple of weeks and I guess I have just been so. That I didn’t think to refill my med containers. Thus screwing up my meds which just screws everything up all the more. Wrong with me that isn’t be...
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Rainy Day Ramblings: Hate Me - *possible trigger*
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Hate Me - *possible trigger*. A href=" http:/ www.vevo.com/watch/blue-october/hate-me/USUV70600341? Hate Me - Blue October Music Video VEVO /a . Youtube= http:/ www.youtube.com/watch? I have had this song on my computer for the longest, have always like the song, but only ever really paid attention to the chorus and the music. I so feel this way sometimes. Sometimes the most selfless/selfish thing that someone with mental illness can say. Opinions? Hate Me- Blue October. You know I love you, and. There's...
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Rainy Day Ramblings: 2009-11-22
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Quiz Result. The True Believer. Links to this post. When Will the Underwhelm Overcome the Overwhelm? I wish that I could be underwhelmed. I have been bored. I have been disinterested. But at my darkest moments I am still overwhelmed. I become overwhelmed with dark, with black, with sad, with impenetrable fog. But no underwhelm. Whywhywhywhywhywhywhy can’t I function like a human being? I don’t know what else to say. I love this record, baby, but I can’t see straight anymore. Keep it c...Links to this post.
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Rainy Day Ramblings: New Pdoc
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I'm actually really excited today. New pdoc. If the receptionist/nurse (not sure exactly her role) is any indication of the rest of the office. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my new dr. The. Doctor is actually not accepting new patients so I am seeing the nurse practitioner. I think this is wonderful coz she's a woman, which is what I wanted in the first place. Will update after I get back! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). For the continuation of my story living with bipolar disorder. Hate Me - *possible trigger*.
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Rainy Day Ramblings: 2010-01-03
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Do you hear what I hear? I'm trying something new. After Livewriter ate my blog post I thought maybe I would just send e-mail. Not exactly sure why I didn't consider this before. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I no longer post new content on this blog. For the latest happenings with me please check out:. For the continuation of my story living with bipolar disorder. For the story of my daughter's diagnosis of Type 1 diabetes and life for our family. Do you hear what I hear?
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Rainy Day Ramblings: 2009-10-18
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I want to start this post off by saying that I know that there are people who will read this and know that I am talking about them. I am not trying to start shit. I am not trying to be mean, or flippant, or whatever. I just need to vent, and it is meant at people in general and not necessarily anyone specific. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I no longer post new content on this blog. For the latest happenings with me please check out:. Subscribe to our feed. Promote Your Page Too.
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Knock it off, Brain! Seriously! | Jen's Ups & Downs
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Jen's Ups and Downs. Living with bipolar disorder. Knock it off, Brain! February 23, 2010. Posted by Jen in bipolar. I should be writing a 500 word interrogation on. 🙂 ), but I have decided instead that I just need to blog. So I was thinking about my latest posts. They have been awfully depressing. In fact most of my posts have been really depressing. Anyway here’s my thought process for the evening, the way my brain always seems to work. Maybe it will explain the depressing posts. Maybe not. I’m jealou...
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