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sick...: November 2006

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006. إلى ذات الشعر الأبيض. كانت تجلس كعادتها في ذات المكان. جلست وحيدة تنتظر في صبر. على نفس هذا المقعد. كانت تقرأ كعادتها- كتابها المحبب. كل يوم في مثل هذا الوقت. كانت تسمع أغاني تذكرها بأيام قد انقضت, ولم تخل ف ورائها. والبعض الآخر يفر من بين يديها في سرعة. تريد أن تلقي ما بصدرها من هموم. تريد أن تزيح عن كاهلها تلك الأثقال التي طالما جعلتها ساكنة, تنتظر. تريد أن تفر إلى عالم بعيد عن هذا الذي تعيش فيه. عالم من قلق, وتوتر, وانتظار. كنت أرى -بعينين غير مصدقتين- شفتاها تتحركان.

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sick...: June 2006

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Monday, June 26, 2006. DELTE THIS FUCKED UP MEMORY OF MINE. Posted by Elsede3' at 5:38 PM. La2 bgad, say3a. Zay ay saye3 mo7taref, ramet elbo2een elly 3ayza te2olhom we katet. We sabetny ana ba2a fate7 bo22y we mesh mesada2 enny mesh 3aref arod delwa2ty. Posted by Elsede3' at 4:25 PM. Sunday, June 25, 2006. Digging deep "i dont need no sympathy of urs". Have u ever noticed that EVIL is LIVE in backwards? A simple truth tht i've discovered this morning, and it really freaked me out. Am i going crazy?

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sick...: October 2006

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006. و فى جسدى تسرى الرجفة. انظر اليكى فى نفس الوقفة. و أتوه بين الوديان. تتزاحم الكلمات فى عقلى. تحتجز وراء شفتان منطبقتان. و تخرج الكلمات غير مسموعة. و تنطلق الكلمات الممنوعة. Posted by Elsede3' at 2:43 PM. Wednesday, October 18, 2006. And u're only awakened by the sight of blood flowing through your hands. It's not that i hate him, its that i despise him, although i've first. Known him as a friend. Careful with that axe B, u hear them say". As my paces grew faster and quicker".

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sick...: September 2006

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Thursday, September 28, 2006. By just one thought um struck. Nothing's better than complete harmony that ends with love. And nothing's better than true love that ends with a hug. Nothing's better than a hug that turns to a slow dance. And nothing's better than a dance that ends with giggles,. Giggles that ends with a good sleep. A sleep that's lengthened by death. Posted by Elsede3' at 1:36 AM. Sunday, September 24, 2006. The Fly, The Donkey and The Jaguar "a tribute to insanity". Always walking ahead,.

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sick...: December 2006

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006. في مثل هذا الشتاء. في مثل هذا الشتاء. دفء مشاعر غير موجودة. يخفف من برد الشتاء. تطل على نجوم لامعة. بين همس و رجاء. و عندما يأتى الفناء. لن أحظى بنجوم الشتاء. Posted by Elsede3' at 3:42 AM. Monday, December 04, 2006. You wanted some crap, here you go. What's coming is irrelevant crap.and it's too long too. Can't stand all this pain. The human body just collapses, but why aint i? Rush of words, rush of blood, all going through my veins and under my skin. Sticking to the words?

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sick...: August 2006

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006. Goodbye revisited/a reply to hurricane x 's post. Again, so slitting my wrist aint that bad. Goodbye, cruel world,. I'm leaving you today. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. Goodbye all you people,. There's nothing you can say,. To make me change my mind. Posted by Elsede3' at 12:19 AM. Sunday, August 27, 2006. Hurricane's and batabeet tags. First bas, a7eb a2ool 7aga. Saba7 elfol ya regala we ya banat. Ella ma7adesh ya3raf seket sponsor? We're looking for a sponsor for a small concert.

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sick...: April 2007

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Sunday, April 01, 2007. و إذا رحلت بعيدا. ذكرى أول عراك لاثبات الرجولة؟ كنا نسرق من العمر لحظة. من عبق الأيام الأولى. وأخرى صغيرة من أجل النسيان. فاذا رحلت بعيدا, فضلا. Posted by Elsede3' at 1:50 PM. View my complete profile. Two Pairs of Eyes. Saturn devouring his son. Unconscious disorders lead to distraction, anger, . 1578;رنيمة الموت الأخيرة. Carvings on Brick Walls.

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sick...: January 2007

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Saturday, January 27, 2007. ص م م إلى يأس إلى انتحار. فشل إلى نجاح إلى انكسار. و فى لحظة الموت. و وسط هذا الهدير. و هلاوس مريضة, بداخلك. و وسط هذا الهدير. أصابها م س .من جنون. Posted by Elsede3' at 5:44 PM. Sunday, January 07, 2007. Back from the dead/the new year/tagged and other crap. Um back to my sweet blog again. I've decided earlier that i'll take a break till the 24th of January, but just like any other decision i've decided lately.I didnt stick to it. But now um back, got my engines on and all.

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sick...: February 2007

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Monday, February 26, 2007. With my heart beats getting faster and my left hand shaking, i asked him. Do you think we'll go to heaven when we die? Posted by Elsede3' at 12:35 AM. Thursday, February 15, 2007. Sting's voice smoothly steps in:. One day you'll meet a stranger. And all the noise is silenced in the room. You'll feel that you're close to some mystery. In the moonlight and everything shatters. You feel as if you've known her all your life. The world's oldest lesson in history. A nice song will do.

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sick...: July 2006

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Thursday, July 20, 2006. Sometimes being an angel is too devilish that u just cant take it. I am the anger in the cave. I am the evil in the lamb. I am the devil inside the child's heart. The only lasting love is a dead one. Complications of the inner soul leads to distraction, anger, depression, and psycho behaviour disorder. Posted by Elsede3' at 2:57 AM. Monday, July 17, 2006. Me talking crap to the other Me. Scream at me again if u like. Throw ur hate at me with all ur might. Um just a f* *ing mental.