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Saturday, January 29, 2005. Damned it was so tiring working out! Hehe yep, I AM WORKING OUT! Is inevitability a cue-in for destroying something good? Can the probable be a cause? Good thing the mind has the capacity to somehow delay time, or at least adjust to its effects. You solve it, tsanan! The burden is gone, revealing a huge HOLE in your back, making you feel cold and empty because now that everything is ok, you realize that your life is so fuckin boring. Friday, January 28, 2005. Shit this is a fu...
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And the shit shall hit the fan. Thursday, July 29, 2004. Experiment: being poetic in rage mode. Or i'll turn it for you. You're not even worth that. You have this healthy habit. Of lifting yourself up. Just so you could come. You thrive in it. A smirk at a time like this. You filthy little insect. Or i'll shatter you myself. Whiffphew.a little less than what i expected. and then some. Monday, July 26, 2004. A sudden rush of you. I plead to your psyche. Such torment will pass. Rest assured it will. Out of...
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Over preparation for an underestimated easy trick question true or false right minus wrong exam. Thursday, October 28, 2004. Teka, parang wala ata kong visitors sa site ko lately a.maybe its too scary to look at. papalitan ko na nga ung mga picture.photos na lang ni jollibee. Good mood ako ngaun e. calculus exam at 4pm later today. sus calculus lang pala e. chicken,. Non-sense tong tanginang entry na to. sana may mag-"comment" man lang. Tuesday, October 26, 2004. And the fire burns the good. Whew talk ab...
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Entry 5 : first day jitters. Wednesday, May 31, 2006. Leche may pasok na ko bukas. pero ayokong maging focus ng blog ko ang buhay ko. ituon natin ang ating atensyon sa isyu ng unang araw ng klase at ang kalakip nitong "anxiety". eto na:. Wala naman.wala ka naman kasing magagawa sa first day kundi pumasok o kaya e magiwan ng masamang first impression sa pamamagitan ng pag absent sa unang meeting. Ugaliing pumasok sa first day dahil baka kailanganin mo balang araw ung i-a-absent mo sana sa first day mo.
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An ode to ponks. Wednesday, June 29, 2005. This post is a sad post. An ode to ponks. Out you go to the open world. Mighty mp3 player of mine. Thanks for the service. You helped me through a lot my buddy. Induced by my fear of the dark. You sang to me in different tunes and different voices. You glow a faint glow of assurance. You faltered only after i fall asleep. I wake up and change ur batteries everyday. Cos ur circuits drain the batts out. Dry to the core. U carry only a few songs. So that should do.
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Ayaw ko yata ng formatted blogs. Tuesday, June 13, 2006. Shiznick. may tula ako:. Title: tastes like chicken. Woke up today with a mouthful of blood. Good thing i've got quite a tolerant gut. Peculiar nothings sure occur a lot. It seems pretty weird but im sure its not. A crappy poem for a crappy day. Makes me wanna wish for a holiday. A scabbing wound from a terrible itch. I just wish it'd stop making me twitch. I want to sit somewhere really really high. A tower perhaps,or a spire near the sky. Wonderi...
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005. Natutuwa ako. kanina. masaya e. masaya talaga. pero nakakatakot.anung mangyayari? Minsan wala.bakit ganun? Bakit laging may prayoridad? Lagi na lang bang mawawalan ng saysay ung mga bagay na gusto kong isulat? Bakit walang harang pagdating sa gulangan, katamaran, dayaan, at manipulasyon? Nasaan ang institusyon ng disiplina na ginugusto ng lahat pero walang naglalakas-loob na magsimula? Bakit puro ako salita? Malagkit na ipot sa mukha. masyado tayong takot. takot sa laha...UNG M...
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004. Nakakatamad. balik tayo sa high school. It always comes down to this. Tuesday, August 24, 2004. Woke up to feel dead. Thursday, August 19, 2004. Been a while. anyway, nothings new, a few scuffles here, a few bruises there, some depression fits here, some sad events there. nothing much. Say what you want to say. nobody hears you anyway. Tuesday, August 17, 2004. Thursday, August 12, 2004. Boxes, crates, a boy, and life. A boy and a box. By eLivator (im starting to like that nick).
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Entry 6 : mood swings, guilt passing , and other stupid things that couples do just to get to each other. Thursday, June 01, 2006. Stop and think about the damage you're causing to your partner and to yourself. Try and grow up. When things start to get out of hand, its time to stop. Swallow ur pride and say sorry. Ps its always good to follow one's own advice. get ready to be swallowed pride. Comments: Post a Comment. Friendster : whos alex@yahoo.com. And then there was me.
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Stay away if you dont want blood stains on ur favorite shirt. Saturday, April 23, 2005. Just had a chicken fillet sandwhich, frosty, large iced tea and fries. sarap. Is that too much to ask? Akala ko ok ka na. i still care". JUST FUCKIN LEAVE ME ALONE! I wrote something for her during finals week:. Fuck i left it at home. Oh well. some other time then. Basta im frustrated right now. dont fuckin get in my way. I cant train tux. he's just too stubborn to learn. damned dog. i still love em though. Kupal ung...
