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Our Journey | What Isn't Today Might Be Tomorrow
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What Isn't Today Might Be Tomorrow. Working towards my forever family. Want to Keep Up With Me? Melissa & Andy. This is a story. One filled with love, happiness, fears, hopes, tears, prayers and waiting. waiting for our happy ending. But mostly this is the collection of thoughts of a woman who seems to not be able to achieve the one thing that she thought would always come easily - motherhood. At the same time, she is trying to be a good stepmom and wife. Epidemic of two pink lines. 6/2 Tied the knot.
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Here’s to the heart… | Just Breathe
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Live as if every thought is indelible. Here’s to the heart…. 8230;that is wise enough to know when it’s better off broken. 8211;Dave von Ronk. Not broken; just badly bruised. This has not been an easy decision, but it is the right decision for me. Before we jump into the whirlwind/whirlpool that is adoption, we are taking some time. Am taking some time; to drink good wine, to be spontaneous, to travel, to meditate on acceptance and who I have become on the other side of this tortuous journey. While I wai...
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A to B | Just Breathe
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Live as if every thought is indelible. The decision to stop IVF hurt. It was liberating and heart wrenching all at the same time. However, I filled my days with more work than I had intended through over-volunteering for projects, book club, classes at an ecological gardening center, yoga classes, and remembering that my husband was not just the magical sperm producer. The three months we had decided to give ourselves until we decided to begin the long, arduous adoption process slipped by while I was busy.
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December | 2015 | Just Breathe
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Live as if every thought is indelible. Monthly Archives: December 2015. The decision to stop IVF hurt. It was liberating and heart wrenching all at the same time. However, I filled my days with more work than I had intended through over-volunteering for projects, book club, classes at an ecological gardening center, yoga classes, and remembering that my husband was not just the magical sperm producer. This isn’t such a bad life is it? The next ten, twenty years could slip by quite pleasantly like this.
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Postponed! | Just Breathe
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Live as if every thought is indelible. We missed January’s adoption orientation by a day, DH was out of the country for February’s, we waited and waited for the March date to finally be set. It was finally on the calendar a few weeks ago, and we have been anxiously awaiting this Thursday. However, I just received a email that it had to be rescheduled! This entry was posted in Uncategorized. March 8, 2016. A thousand paring knives, expertly wielded. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here.
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September | 2013 | What Isn't Today Might Be Tomorrow
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What Isn't Today Might Be Tomorrow. Working towards my forever family. Want to Keep Up With Me? Melissa & Andy. This is a story. One filled with love, happiness, fears, hopes, tears, prayers and waiting. waiting for our happy ending. But mostly this is the collection of thoughts of a woman who seems to not be able to achieve the one thing that she thought would always come easily - motherhood. At the same time, she is trying to be a good stepmom and wife. Epidemic of two pink lines. September 22, 2013.
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August | 2013 | What Isn't Today Might Be Tomorrow
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What Isn't Today Might Be Tomorrow. Working towards my forever family. Want to Keep Up With Me? Melissa & Andy. This is a story. One filled with love, happiness, fears, hopes, tears, prayers and waiting. waiting for our happy ending. But mostly this is the collection of thoughts of a woman who seems to not be able to achieve the one thing that she thought would always come easily - motherhood. At the same time, she is trying to be a good stepmom and wife. Epidemic of two pink lines. August 29, 2013.
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June | 2015 | Just Breathe
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Live as if every thought is indelible. Monthly Archives: June 2015. The beginning of the end. Judging from how much my boobs hurt and my lower back aches, Day 1 of 21 should be tomorrow, unless the doctor’s office needs to push the cycle back yet again. I am not eager or apprehensive, just filled with a heavy, sad resignation as my life settles back into a barrage of counting, waiting, needles, exams, surgery, and a creeping desperate hope. I just want it to be over. One way or the other. June 12, 2015.