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JC's Internal Monologue: Unsettled
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JC's Internal Monologue: Unsettled. We Never Just Sit Down Anymore. One More Time Around the Block. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. The infinite David Foster Wallace. View my complete profile. I'm looking for a mirage. A candle in the wind. The needle, the polar bear, the diamond. I'm yearning after the unknown. I'm nervous but I have to go. The longer I stay the more restless I am. I'm chasing a dream. An oasis from life. The greener the better. I want what I'm pretty sure isn't real. Love with no mess.
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JC's Internal Monologue: Desperate
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JC's Internal Monologue: Desperate. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. I am desperate for a break. Anything I can get I'll take. I just don't want to pay. To have my passion whisked away. This life is slipping right through my hands". I want my days to be sprinkled with all those plans. Plans that I have unplanned. No direction just the lines inside my hands. It's hard not knowing whats expected. When and where am I allowed to move. Just to be me.
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JC's Internal Monologue: December 2009
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JC's Internal Monologue: December 2009. There is a girl. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. The infinite David Foster Wallace. View my complete profile. There is a girl. There is a girl. Who shall remain nameless. And you would think it is shameful. But I do not see her beauty outside. I can see past her face deeper even to her eyes. I wish that I could have been her at a time. My life was static, an undecipherable pile. And I would have paid for the wisdom of this child. She is young, but she is smart.
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JC's Internal Monologue: January 2010
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JC's Internal Monologue: January 2010. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. I am desperate for a break. Anything I can get I'll take. I just don't want to pay. To have my passion whisked away. This life is slipping right through my hands". I want my days to be sprinkled with all those plans. Plans that I have unplanned. No direction just the lines inside my hands. It's hard not knowing whats expected. When and where am I allowed to move.
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JC's Internal Monologue: There is a girl...
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JC's Internal Monologue: There is a girl. There is a girl. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. There is a girl. There is a girl. Who shall remain nameless. And you would think it is shameful. But I do not see her beauty outside. I can see past her face deeper even to her eyes. I wish that I could have been her at a time. My life was static, an undecipherable pile. And I would have paid for the wisdom of this child. She is young, but she is smart.
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JC's Internal Monologue: Not this time
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JC's Internal Monologue: Not this time. We Never Just Sit Down Anymore. One More Time Around the Block. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. I won't do it,. I won't let you ruin me,. I'm on my knees. I'm not getting up,. Not before I know. I can trust myself. Not before I know. I can trust you. The One who is greater,. The one who is not,. This entry was posted on 7:35 AM You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0.
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JC's Internal Monologue: No Sun Today
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JC's Internal Monologue: No Sun Today. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. The morning dark has never left. The Sun never woke up. Light is coming from somewhere. Making the world easier to see for a time. I wonder if the Sun is lonely today. I wonder if it's as lonely as me. Just for today he's decided to stay away. From the cruelty of the rest of the world. As if his dreams aren't coming true,. As if he feels he'll never be good enough.
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JC's Internal Monologue: November 2008
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JC's Internal Monologue: November 2008. We Never Just Sit Down Anymore. One More Time Around the Block. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. We Never Just Sit Down Anymore. We never just sit down anymore. Backs are never aching from lying on the floor. Legs are never shaking from movement we've ignored. We harbor thoughts good an bad. We visit them and I wish we had. Just one more day to sit and laugh. One more day to go so far back. But since that...
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JC's Internal Monologue: We Never Just Sit Down Anymore
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JC's Internal Monologue: We Never Just Sit Down Anymore. We Never Just Sit Down Anymore. One More Time Around the Block. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. We Never Just Sit Down Anymore. We never just sit down anymore. Backs are never aching from lying on the floor. Legs are never shaking from movement we've ignored. We harbor thoughts good an bad. We visit them and I wish we had. Just one more day to sit and laugh. One more day to go so far back.
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JC's Internal Monologue: February 2009
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JC's Internal Monologue: February 2009. Confused, frustrated, complexed, annoyed, curious. The infinite David Foster Wallace. Secrets No Longer Worth Keeping. View my complete profile. Confused, frustrated, complexed, annoyed, curious. What is this I'm hearing now? While I'm sitting steaming with my ear to the floor. Is there anything you won't give up? For the laughs, for the cards, for hugs, for the love? Be serious for a second we're talking about your life. You are never willing to sacrifice happiness.