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I Am The Heart Of Darkness. Thursday, September 3, 2009. Why would I get so angry at that comment? What is this really about? I can't be THAT mad at him - it really wasn't that big a deal. So why would that set me off like that? What unresolved issues do I have that would make me react like that? I don't know why I reacted that way. I do know that it has far more to do with me than him, but I don't know what the issue is in my own head. So why the rage? And more importantly, why can't I let it go? I'm no...

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness. Thursday, September 3, 2009. Why would I get so angry at that comment? What is this really about? I can't be THAT mad at him - it really wasn't that big a deal. So why would that set me off like that? What unresolved issues do I have that would make me react like that? I don't know why I reacted that way. I do know that it has far more to do with me than him, but I don't know what the issue is in my own head. So why the rage? And more importantly, why can't I let it go? I'm no...

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness: February 2009

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness. Monday, February 23, 2009. The Fun Just Keeps On Leaving. Just like that, 26 years of friendship gone, because he wouldn't talk to me, and was mad that I hadn't noticed that he was avoiding me. I guess we never were friends, if he can just end it that easily, over something stupid. It makes me sad. Shit like this sucks. Life fucking sucks. Days like today make me wonder why the fuck I bother. Tuesday, February 10, 2009. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The Fun Just Keeps On Leaving.

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness: October 2008

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness. Monday, October 6, 2008. The world is going to hell, and rather quickly. It is sinking into a swamp of Islamic terrorism and fundamentalism, war, disease, disastrous climate change and capitalist greed gone berserk. I weep for the future. Perhaps it is time to abandon this sinking ship. Friday, October 3, 2008. May my heart explode tonight. I sincerely hope I don't live to write another post in this stupid blog nobody reads anyway. It's all so pointless and stupid.

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness: July 2009

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness. Monday, July 27, 2009. Drove back to town this morning, with working on my mind. I thought of maybe quitting, thought of leaving it behind.". The Tragically Hip, " Bobcaygeon. I'm not sure which is worse, being unable to write, or being unable to write anything that doesn't suck. Some days, I feel as if I was put on this Earth to write. Yet 95% of what I write is terrible. Am I supposed to just be a crappy writer? Man, I can't even get this blog post to make any sense. The sky...

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness: April 2009

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness. Friday, April 24, 2009. I often feel alone. Most of my friends are married, and at gatherings of old pals and their wives, I am usually the only single person there. There are times it is difficult not to feel like a loser. Yet I must face the fact that I am the author of my own sordid tale of misfortune, heartbreak and loneliness. I am the heart and soul of my own darkness. I am the one who keeps turning out the lights. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness: Quitting Time?

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I Am The Heart Of Darkness. Monday, July 27, 2009. Drove back to town this morning, with working on my mind. I thought of maybe quitting, thought of leaving it behind.". The Tragically Hip, " Bobcaygeon. I'm not sure which is worse, being unable to write, or being unable to write anything that doesn't suck. Some days, I feel as if I was put on this Earth to write. Yet 95% of what I write is terrible. Am I supposed to just be a crappy writer? Man, I can't even get this blog post to make any sense. The sky...

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. Hamilton Writers Fun and Games. View my complete profile. Tuesday, October 2, 2007. Hamilton Writer's Fun and Games. Words to be used:. And here's what I've got. She yelled, but the John kept snoring. Yep, it's not Shakespeare, but it sure was fun! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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She only writes what she knows: After all that deep work....

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. After all that deep work. View my complete profile. Wednesday, February 10, 2010. After all that deep work. There I've said it! It feels liberating to not hide behind a mask of political correctness and social conscience in order to seem "deep" and "aware" and self-righteous. It's not that I don't care, it's just.well.sometimes I just want pretty. And that's okay. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. What to do, what to do? View my complete profile. Wednesday, March 12, 2008. What to do, what to do? I am at a cross road, a crux, that I don't seem able to navigate. I'm stuck in a rut, as they say. What to do, what to do? What am I good at? Well, in another age, and another economic bracket, maybe I could host a Salon, be a lady's maid, a companion, a courtesan? What to do, what to do? They never have concrete s...

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She only writes what she knows: Perspective

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. Happy Anniversary to Me? View my complete profile. Monday, July 20, 2009. On the door of my refrigerator I have the heartbreaking, Pulitzer Prize winning photograph of a helpless and tiny little girl being stalked by a vulture that waits patiently for her to die. The image was captured by Kevin Carter during the famine in Sudan in 1994. Mr Carter later committed suicide. What was the point? But the day came, lying...

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. View my complete profile. Tuesday, June 5, 2007. I have nothing, this week. Well. actually, I have too much, this week. Before I finally got it! The stupidity is embarrassing. I hate being around anyone when I'm like this, I try to seclude myself, close the door, stay inside, hide from those people who look at me with pity, or judgment. I don't need it, really! Labels: Addiction Recovery and Fibromyalgia.

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She only writes what she knows: June 2008

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. One Day at a Time. View my complete profile. Friday, June 13, 2008. Well, I finally made it into that room tonight. I went out for a walk, half intending to stop in at the bar (I left my glasses there on Tuesday night, so I had an excuse! And instead ended up walking past a AA meeting just about to start! The Gods work in mysterious ways. Buddha, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,.

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She only writes what she knows: Happy Anniversary to Me?

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. Happy Anniversary to Me? View my complete profile. Tuesday, July 21, 2009. Happy Anniversary to Me? So today, or I guess yesterday, was my one year anniversary. Three hundred and sixty five days without a drink or drug and I gotta say, at this moment, it doesn't feel as good as I would have thought. I find myself overcome by fear, guilt, confusion, and overall yuckiness. I worry that she'll be back, that it's only...

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She only writes what she knows: June 2009

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. Dont Take Anything Personally. Smirking like a schoolgirl. View my complete profile. Saturday, June 27, 2009. Don't Take Anything Personally. I am just me, as the Gods made me and allow me to be, nothing more, nothing less. If someone likes it, or dislikes it, that's up to them. Other people will reflect their aesthetics, their bitterness, their fears onto me and I must recognize them for what they are. Be it a co...

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She only writes what she knows. She only writes what she knows. I am the Heart of Darkness. Restless, irritable and discontent. View my complete profile. Tuesday, September 22, 2009. Restless, irritable and discontent. Last week I came closer to drinking than I have since getting sober. It's no one's fault but my own. I let my guard down, and wasn't being honest with myself or those around me. Of course I've thought about drinking over the last year, but this was different. I had a plan!

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