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Because I Am: August 2005
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005. Back to the birds. The big fears/questions seem to have been answered/alleviated. He likes me. I like him. He doesn't care that my house is messy. I think my bird might get to keep that one and I'll order some new ones for CPG's bird 'cause I mean, how freakin' cute is that? CPG is getting ready to let bird number 2 fly outside. I would love to be there for his first flight but I think he's going to be ready before I make it to the big city. Could be a power couple, dammit ;-).
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Because I Am: November 2005
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005. It's always something with me. On Friday, my brother and I took the bird here. To fly. She misjudged a landing and was on the ground about seven feet in front of us when a freakin' hawk swooped down and killed her. I miss her so much. This is insane but that bird changed my life. She was so tiny and so joyful. She just made me happy. Posted by barrie at 8:46 PM. Thursday, November 24, 2005. Having a positive effect. Posted by barrie at 10:26 AM. Friday, November 18, 2005.
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Because I Am: January 2006
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006. That's not entirely true. There are ideas floating around but I'm too lazy to process them to the point of a coherent post. I think the lex makes me a little lazy mentally. Like my brain is wrapped in cotton swabbing or something. Well, that's not true when it comes to actually putting thoughts into words verbally but as far as writing it out or doing any design work. Anyway, I'm alive and well and just kind of boring. Posted by barrie at 8:18 PM. Thursday, January 26, 2006.
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Because I Am: February 2006
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Monday, February 27, 2006. Seriously. I got stood up! I didn't pursue this guy, he was totally bugging me into getting together with him asap and I did and he didn't fucking show or answer his phone or respond to the WTF happened to you today email. In the middle of all this I started an email conversation with this buddhist guy who seems kinda cool and when I got back from being stood up. He said it was "a hoot.". Guys What the FUCK is wrong with YOU! Posted by barrie at 9:36 PM. Put your seatbelts on.
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Because I Am: October 2005
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Monday, October 31, 2005. We got our treat bags (dog biscuits, pressed rawhides, generic version of greenies, toasted pumpkin seeds, candy and flowers) and the prelaunch version of The Diva's site. The barbarians are gone! The absence of a negative is a positive. Posted by barrie at 6:09 PM. Sunday, October 30, 2005. Rainy days and sundays. Posted by barrie at 12:16 PM. Friday, October 28, 2005. People will get their chocolate and pumpkins seeds. I get to sit around and play with Flash instead of dre...
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Because I Am: March 2006
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Thursday, March 30, 2006. A buddhist and a musician walked into a bar. Things are pretty status quo with the buddhist. The musician is proving to be quite a bit more complicated. I don't even quite know what to say about him. The PS and DW has been keeping very busy. E had her hand surgery on Tuesday so that's keeping me occupied as well. I guess my problem is that I don't know where exactly I'm going from here. Posted by barrie at 8:38 AM. Thursday, March 23, 2006. I asked BGM the question. Friday: The ...
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Because I Am: September 2005
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Friday, September 30, 2005. Okay, now I'm miserable. I get to be miserable for a while, right? I thought I loved this guy. I thought he cared about me. It took me four years to get over DTD to the point where I could let anyone else in at all. So, I get to be misrable and cry now right? Posted by barrie at 11:13 PM. I am honestly humbled. So, today sucks a little. But I am so lucky to have people around me to remind me that I deserve someone in my life who wants me for me. Posted by barrie at 3:41 PM.
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Because I Am: April 2006
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Monday, April 10, 2006. Thursday: The bluegrass musician took me to a great little seafood place. I had picked him up a really cute turtle earring. We had a good time. I called him on Friday to thank him. BGM: I know you're not naive and you know I have some issues ( I might have forgotten to tell you, gentle readers, that he's been married THREE times AND said "I love you" the first night we almost had sex - I say almost 'cause he also has some ED issues. BGM: Are you okay? Then on to see Carousel.
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Because I Am: May 2006
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006. In all I would say I am pretty much healed. I still see mother about once a week and talk with DTD every couple of months. CPG and I IM regularly. Oh, and EC is now officially an outdoor free flying bird! I actually wanted to set up a new blog with just a photo a day so that when this lovely time of being active and happy is over I'll have stuff to reflect over but I'm just too busy/lazy to manage to even do that. Posted by barrie at 9:25 AM. Grieco Family Inner Circle. TCC: Team...
