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Confidence is overrated: June 2005
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Monday, June 06, 2005. Then let me just tell you the form that came up for me. "I love to grow." I realised that there will never EVER be a time where my skills will be good enough for anything. There is always room for improvement. That I learnt in an instant when some guy was screaming "TERRIBLE! In my face. Won't say who. So what's next? New skills, new opportunities, new prgrams. Plus my attachment to China. That's a BIG bummer. Well, who's to say that I won't enjoy myself there? My unofficial mei mei.
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Confidence is overrated: May 2005
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Monday, May 02, 2005. Sometimes I wish I could just go somewhere and slack, or chill, or hide, but if I don't do it, then it won't be done, and what is the worth of a person who isn't productive in the least? That's why I strive. Huh. Amazing. I just got a realisation just by typing out my thoughts. Oh well, better go back to my not-so-great life and make it amazing. Ciao. Posted by Hunker at 1:42 AM. View my complete profile. My unofficial mei mei. Shy was me; now me is selfish!
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Confidence is overrated: December 2004
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Monday, December 20, 2004. Shy was me; now me is selfish! Why won't people wake up and see that holding on to suffering is not the way to live any life? I feel so stifled by the people around me, I feel like going "Hunk Slap" on their faces! People moaning "Life sucks", "He/she doesn't love me anymore" Well, boo-fucking-hoo. Doesn't anyone realise that no one in the whole fucked up world gives a fuck about your problems? Can you do anything? If yes, good. If not, move on! You can predict the future!
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Confidence is overrated: August 2005
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Monday, August 15, 2005. Well, it's been ages since I last blogged, so here's a shout out to you, my UBF, Mr Foo! Time has passed and things are being done! Why would any part of you prevent you from doing a job that you mostly want to do? You too, UBF. Posted by Hunker at 12:39 AM. View my complete profile. My unofficial mei mei. Shy was me; now me is selfish!
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Confidence is overrated: January 2005
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Saturday, January 29, 2005. Wow Never thought that fear could be overcome in a single instant. But that's what happened to me.When I got up there in front, I was so terrified, my knees were shaking but my voice still managed to say: "Good evening, I am your special host. Welcome to MCW party 05/04! There's a meeting tomorrow about BLP in the office again. Wonder what that is about? Posted by Hunker at 1:00 AM. Friday, January 28, 2005. Tomorrow is my speech. A five minute speech. What did I do to myself?