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art makes me: July 2008
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Saturday, July 26, 2008. Violet Hill, by Coldplay. Was a long and dark December. From the rooftops I remember. From the windows they were watching. When the future's architectured. By a carnival of idiots on show. You'd better lie low. If you love me. Won't you let me know? Was a long and dark December. When the banks became cathedrals. Priests clutched onto bibles. Hollowed out to fit their rifles. And the cross was held aloft. Bury me in honor. When I'm dead and hit the ground. A love back home unfolds.
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art makes me: September 2008
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Thursday, September 18, 2008. What does it mean to abide? A·bid·ed,. Used without object) ( it's an. To remain; continue; stay. To have one's abode; dwell; reside. To abide in a small Scottish village. To continue in a particular condition, attitude, relationship, etc. to last. 8211;verb (used with object). To put up with; tolerate; stand: I can't abide dishonesty! To endure, sustain, or withstand without yielding or submitting: to abide a vigorous onslaught. Await: to abide the coming of the Lord. The I...
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art makes me: March 2008
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Monday, March 31, 2008. I'm detached and despondent,. But tomorrow is a new day. It's hard to see past this wall of pain,. But i know something better is on its way. Just have to believe. Just have to see. You're all i need. Looking for something i'll never find,. Within my stubborn mind. Remind me again of who i am,. Where i'm going,. And what's left behind. I fear my failure will only get worse-. This is a play that i've yet to rehearse;. I stutter and stammer and butcher my lines. Just have to believe.
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art makes me: August 2008
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Sunday, August 17, 2008. I had a truly amazing day today. PRAISE. THE. LORD. i've been stuck in a rut, in case you haven't noticed. life has been so blah and frustrating. but today was so good. I took the kids to their family's boat-house on the bayou so they could play with their younger cousin and i could relax with their aunt and older cousin. It was so great. just hangin' out, watching Law and Order, lettin' the day go by. Excited conversations, and i got to meet new people. The Lord totally bles...
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art makes me: October 2008
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Friday, October 3, 2008. Let's cut to the chase:. I'M NOT A NANNY ANYMORE! I mean. i will miss the job and the children terribly. Truth is, i do kinda miss the kids. and i miss having a job that i already know the ins-and-outs of. but in all honesty, i am completely glad to be moving on. I love living with Brandy, Kristy, and Sarah (and Dot and Fifi, of course), and I love being responsible for only me, myself, and i. Then i started my new job at Starbucks (by Lakeside Mall) this past wednesday! Well, so...
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art makes me: March 2009
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Sunday, March 29, 2009. I feel like a moody pre-teen. One minute everything is great. the next i feel like my world is about to end.or wish. It was about to end. Apparently i'm having a quarter-life crisis. Apparently this is the time of life when people go all cuckoo-existential trying to figure out who they are and where they belong in the world. Apparently 22-25 is a "pivotal time" when really big things happen. Right so let's just cover the basics here. I'm living paycheck to paycheck. He walks away,.
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art makes me: June 2009
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Monday, June 29, 2009. This love i have for you is different than before. It seems now i'm walking around. Content living life for you. Knowing that you're watching me love. Loving me back even more. The smile on my face. And the smile in my heart. Can't begin to express my love. This love is more than i can fully understand,. Its hard even to recieve. Because i know i don't deserve it. I know i never earned it. I know i'll never be good enough. But all that matters to you is that. This love is all i need.
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art makes me: April 2008
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Sunday, April 27, 2008. I never have time to blog. Nobody reads it anyway. But yeah. drivin home may 31st, i'll be home the whole first week of may. Boys are comin' with me :). Should be an interesting drive, but i can't wait to be in STL. i'm sure i'll get over it within the first few days, but this Louisiana Lady needs some St Louis Lovin'. Monday, April 7, 2008. I don't even know what to say. I don't even LIKE you- there's no question in my mind that i hate you. But there's nothing i can do about it-.
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art makes me: January 2009
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009. HOW FREAKIN. SWEET. Ok ok ok . so. this is so cool. Kayla and i were looking for a house on craigslist. we found the CUTEST green four-plex for rent. 3 br, 1 bath, washer and dryer, kitchen with a stove, fridge, and a little fireplace, and a little yard. . . 800 dollars a month. SO. if we end up with a 3rd roommate, it's only 266 a month for each of us! I freaked out. HOW awesome is that? Thursday, January 15, 2009. I have returned to a season of insecurity. I'm taking this s...
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art makes me: this love
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Monday, June 29, 2009. This love i have for you is different than before. It seems now i'm walking around. Content living life for you. Knowing that you're watching me love. Loving me back even more. The smile on my face. And the smile in my heart. Can't begin to express my love. This love is more than i can fully understand,. Its hard even to recieve. Because i know i don't deserve it. I know i never earned it. I know i'll never be good enough. But all that matters to you is that. This love is all i need.
